Go On

If God does not offer you sweetness, then you must still be content, patiently eating your bread, even if it is dry, doing your duty without any compensation, for the present. By doing this our love for God is selfless, and one loves and serves God in this way at one's own expense, a behavior that pertains to perfect souls. St. Padre Pio (Letters III, p. 288)

Just Pray

GOD showed me a rock and He told me to push  it as hard as I can.  I did it for many years, but nothing happened.  It didn't move even an  inch.

Then GOD said: Listen "Child, your task is only to push, not to move it."

GOD doesn't want us to suffer. HE just only wants us to follow and  P.U.S.H ! (Pray Until  Something Happens)

After The Heavy Rain

New sprouts...different sprouts...brought by heavy rain...Isn't it beautiful?

CONFUSED

I know I am not the only one...

Hate Spot

This BlogSpot is becoming may hate area...a place where I say my hatreds...controlling it means writing nothing...and seeing nothing in my BlogSpot... I admit I am in the lowest part of my life...Why? I lost my mother and still longing for her...I suddenly stopped crying due to unexpected pregnancy, took care of myself...and suddenly lost the baby in miscarriage... I believe I am going to be like a soldier...the more bruises I get the mightier I become...the braver I will be...I wanted to believe that...

Head Wave

JUST SAY NO!
On the way to airport my brother said " I just realized that looking to your left and to your right is what will make you physically fit.".. Stunned, I tried mimicking him, thinking how this action can make me thin...and then he said "Oh Dear..do that when somebody is asking if you want food..."

Well, nice try!


A hand kids past a misplaced believer.

Alone

I never really know the meaning of loneliness until this moment...I am praying...very  hard...real hard...Lord have mercy on me...

Until....
A hand kids past a misplaced believer.

A hand kids past a misplaced believer.

Trying to have it again...

God is my director! God Bless you more and more as you read my blogs!

A hand kids past a misplaced believer.

Wake up and Shine

Right after opening my eyes 'I was enveloped by this feeling. I wish to hear the usual steps to my room, the sound of movements outside my room...but there was none...only silence and will never hear another one...How 'I wish to have my usual mornings with my mother.

Wake up and shine...with my mother or with none, the sun will continue to shine...I have to continue living.

I pray for courage to accept the things that I
can not change.

A hand kids past a misplaced believer.

Facing Death

It was 3:00 am of May 30,2013 when from the comfort room my mommy called me...she couldn't get up from toilet bowl. She complained of stomach ache and I saw her hardship in breathing.I rushed her to the hospital and was admitted in intensive care unit at 6:30 in the morning. I left her for a while, knowing that everything was alright...BUT... at 7:30 a.m. I was called by the Hospital staff saying that she was found no heartbeat 10 minutes ago...and we lost her... my beloved mother!

Life is like a Rose...

I think life is like a rose...you will wait its full bloom , you will know the core...the inside of the flower...the best part of it....and yet from then on,seeing its beauty, enjoying yourself....a petal is slowly falling down...and no matter how much longer you want to hold on, it will have it's own sweet time...