Hate Spot

This BlogSpot is becoming may hate area...a place where I say my hatreds...controlling it means writing nothing...and seeing nothing in my BlogSpot... I admit I am in the lowest part of my life...Why? I lost my mother and still longing for her...I suddenly stopped crying due to unexpected pregnancy, took care of myself...and suddenly lost the baby in miscarriage... I believe I am going to be like a soldier...the more bruises I get the mightier I become...the braver I will be...I wanted to believe that...