Hate Spot

This BlogSpot is becoming may hate area...a place where I say my hatreds...controlling it means writing nothing...and seeing nothing in my BlogSpot... I admit I am in the lowest part of my life...Why? I lost my mother and still longing for her...I suddenly stopped crying due to unexpected pregnancy, took care of myself...and suddenly lost the baby in miscarriage... I believe I am going to be like a soldier...the more bruises I get the mightier I become...the braver I will be...I wanted to believe that...

Wake up and Shine

Right after opening my eyes 'I was enveloped by this feeling. I wish to hear the usual steps to my room, the sound of movements outside my room...but there was none...only silence and will never hear another one...How 'I wish to have my usual mornings with my mother.

Wake up and shine...with my mother or with none, the sun will continue to shine...I have to continue living.

I pray for courage to accept the things that I
can not change.

A hand kids past a misplaced believer.